<p><b>'Simultaneously tragic and uplifting. And I have to say at times funny. Charlotte Levin is SUCH a clever writer . . . A magnificent read' – Ruth Jones, author of <i>Love Untold<br><br>'</i>This emotional rollercoaster is alternately heart-breaking and hopeful. I was gripped' – <i>Daily Mail</i></b><br><br><b>A gripping, darkly comic tale of searing loss, coercive control and the consequences of taking the wrong path.</b><br><br>Every morning, Janet Brown goes to work cleaning offices. It calms her – cleanliness, neatness. All the things she’s unable to do with her soul can be achieved with a damp cloth and a splash of bleach. However, the guilt she still carries about a devastating loss that happened eleven years ago, cannot be erased so easily.<br><br>When Janet finds herself involved in a train crash, she recognizes her ch
