Social anxiety, her parents- divorce, and messy friendships won-t stop Millie-s pursuit of what she wants-in roller derby or in love. But her own lies might . . .Sixteen-year-old Millie Novak is stuck in an -if only- rut. If only she were stronger and faster, maybe her roller derby teammates would take her seriously. If only she had the guts to go back to in-person learning, maybe she-d have a social life. If only she weren''t such an awkward mess, maybe she could get the attention of that cute girl on the all-star derby team. And don-t get her started on her family! After the one-two punch of her beloved older brother-s departure for college and her parents- overdue split, Millie decides it-s time to reinvent herself. With the help of her new friend Pumpkin and a little bit of deceit, Millie crafts a plan to cement her status on the team and get her crush to fall for her. But reinvention isn-t easy. Millie-s constantly shown up by show-off teammate Stork, and the only way she can get