THE SUNDAY TIMES NO.1 BESTSELLER
''Deborah James has captured the heart of the nation'' - The Duke and Duchess of Cambridge @KensingtonRoyal
''Brave, bright, beautiful'' - Lorraine Kelly
''Deborah''s ability to find positivity in the darkest of places is an inspiration to us all'' - Davina McCall
''This book has shaken me awake. I gulped it down in one sitting, then sat and cried... [But] hope is a character on every single page'' - Christie Watson
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I was alive when I should have been dead. In another movie, I missed the sliding door and departed this wondrous life long ago. Like so many others, I had to learn to live not knowing if I have a tomorrow, because, statistically, I didn''t. At the age of 35, I was blindsided by incurable bowel cancer - I was given less than an 8 per cent chance of surviving five years. Five years later, my only option was to live in the no