When Suzanne Sherman is four years old, her musically gifted thirty-year-old mother is struck with sudden-onset schizophrenia. In dual timelines - a primary narrative and the two weeks following her mother's suicide - the story traces Suzanne's life over the next fourteen years, as the family bears the ripple effects: divorce, her mother's suicide attempt, hospitalizations, Suzanne's sister's institutionalization, and her own choice to leave home at fourteen. As she grows older, Suzanne forms a friendship with her mother, sharing values, confidences, and a love of music and poetry. But only a year after she leaves Los Angeles for college, excited for her future, Suzanne receives the news that her mother has died by suicide. Nearly a decade after her mother's death, Suzanne asks her conflict-avoidant father to put a headstone on her mother's grave - a request that leads the family to face their sorrow together for the first time. After that, an extraordinary sign from her mother affirms the enduring presence of her love - and for the first time, grief gives way to acceptance. Living in the Long Shadow explores Sherman's journey of emotional survival, offering hope, insight, and a deepened compassion for those living with mental illness and those who love them.
