A Frustrated Person's Thoughts - to living presently

These are unfinished thoughts and finished thoughts of a high school girl. The world around her made her feel powerless. Was that the reason she remained silent? Voiceless? She eventually learns she has power but is unsure how to use it. These were the endless and not so much endless thoughts that went in and out her mind. She's struggling to recognize her presence or her present self because her future self and past self are consuming her somehow.