Poems considering self, masculinity, and culture through the spectacle of professional wrestling. -In this stunning debut, John Belk looks at the world of professional wrestling to excavate the real within the artificial and explore the projections we create, run from, and delight in. In The Gardens of Our Childhoods, the distance between spectacle and reality blurs. -Belk uses the spectacle of wrestling to stare deeply into American culture and masculinity, parsing the intersecting threads of patriarchy and gender, and unpacking identity formation and performance. As Belk pries into toxic masculinities, he leaves space also for tenderness, queerness, and resistance to normative structures, opening the potential for love and admiration. Populated by classic and contemporary wrestlers like André the Giant, Hulk Hogan, -Stone Cold- Steve Austin, Ricky Steamboat, Bruno Sammartino, Marcus -Buff- Bagwell, and more, this book is ultimately about the constant deconstruction and reconstruction