A crushingly funny and poignant debut, perfect for fans of Sorrow and Bliss.There are three things I have to do this year. Just three. All the other things don''t matter.- Learn to drive on motorways.- Use above skill to run away to France.- Begin new life in France under assumed name.Rebecca is a wife, mother and the author of an unmanageable number of to do lists.Her attempts to coerce her life into something she has any hope of controlling are failing. Her family can-t manage without her but she-s starting to think they should. So she makes a decision. Only it doesn-t quite go to plan.Rebecca finds herself in therapy with a doctor poking around in her brain, asking questions about her childhood. She wants to get better but that means telling someone how she feels. How she really feels.She-s gone to pieces. Can she put herself back together?